assalamualaikum
while listening to In Team song.. Nur Kasih.. my heart grows like a blooming flower in summer...
well, life is life.. no matter you want it to be like this, it will be that...
even you try your best. ALLAH have decide everything to us...
but if you are working very hard and pray very very hard too, insyaALLAH..ALLAH will help you as ALLAH Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang..
well, i've learned my lesson, i,ve been in a very hard time before which i mean a few days ago...
but today i felt like a light fluffy feather flying lightly like a normal bird...
but of course there's a lot of tears, conflics and other things...
even iblis had powered me b'cause i'm to weak....
alhamdulillah.......
i wish i'm at Zaman Rasulullah even i'm surely being tortured by the kafir people.. but i dont care... at least i want to see, watch Rasulullah's face.. i miss Rasulullah.. He loves his umat... That's mean we as His umat have to love Him back even He's not with us......
Ya Allah i felt like want to cry b'cause in reality i never watch Rasulullah's face... i hope i will see His face during at Padang Masyar and get His syafaat.
amin...........................
